http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/96565/ Buzznet deathdealer666 2007-01-07T16:37:02Z http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/88198/ Buzznet deathdealer666 2006-12-20T11:47:54Z http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/87091/ she is fine, i have a broken arm,concussion and sore ribs....idk if there broken probably are....i ahve to go in the hospital 2morrow to get antoehr x-ray adn what fucking sucks is the driver drove off ater a fucking hit and run asshole....i drove her car cause she was tired and i saw the truck coming and jerked the wheel to take the blow so she wouldnt get hurt...im in so much apin right now!
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]]> Buzznet deathdealer666 2006-12-01T10:55:01Z http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/80127/ my life is sad and meaningless, but yet its the happiest i've ever been
everytime i speak i hear words,but you hear nothing
i try told you to know you know im here, but you turn away
my whole life is a dark room,one big dark room,,but all i get to see in my dark world is a candle half it.
]]> Buzznet deathdealer666 2006-12-01T10:50:39Z http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/79741/ And my heart fleas from me and moves
Into the dark cold chambers of doubt and fear.
Never to return from the empty abyss,
And the only things in the empty abyss is my darkened heart.
Haunting me with whispers so frail and weak.
And that of which is dark, blinds me from what is real or fake.
Taking a hold of all that is left for me to treasure.
Thinking back on what it was, and now of what it is.
The fire roars my "Hatred"', but the oceans cry my tears.
And the texture of the coffin, awaits my body to lay on it.
The blood and suffering that I’ve been through.
Take me out of the present and put me back in the past.
For those were my only moments I adored.
My skin now cold and pale, my lifeless body lays in the coffin now.
For in the abyss, I ran out of hope, and that hope was my oxygen.]]> Buzznet deathdealer666 2006-11-30T12:36:04Z http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/79737/
I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more]]> Buzznet deathdealer666 2006-11-30T12:27:57Z http://deathdealer666.buzznet.com/user/journal/79736/

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.]]> Buzznet deathdealer666 2006-11-30T12:26:17Z